Time Will Tell

Figuring out who you are is really only A small piece of the whole battle Cause you know What's your plan What do you plan to do With that information Wake up Stressed Thinking bout how to be the best I can be Some days I'm a hot ass mess Need a better way to remove All this heavy ass weight Off my goddamn chest Only 25 And I swear on my life I don't have much patience left No matter how many Deep breaths That I take Meditation is not enough Medication is not my thing Hesitation to fill that script But I think if I wait too long Ima break They won't be able to Tape me up I better keep my mouth shut Or they'll use it against me Yup But I wish everybody luck I mean that Seriously I hope every last one of y'all Finds who you truly are Go to sleep Neva Well sometimes But I wake up sweatin Like I had dreams Getting chased by somebody With a weapon Gotta make my mind Stop racing I can't even focus On the time Or place I can't even go and work a job Right now Anxiety is taking up My whole damn plate But I try to face her Like I face this weed But it isn't that easy Experience taught me Most things prolly won't turn out In the ways You've attempted to force them To be Unfortunately Gotta go with the whole flow Or the ocean Will wash you beneath Now you lost in the deep Unh