Lone Bird

Like a lone bird in an all grey sky Like a lone bat in an all dark night I'm on my own I'm a lonely soul Still based in the European countryside Shit I ain't reach places I only try But I'm tryin' so hard cause I can't decide For a state like this for a lifetime Can't stay like that for a lifetime What am I supposed to tell me son When I look into the eyes of my mom Cause we all got the same blue color Can't let him find out Dad couldn't take it he's gone And it won The cruel damn world fuckin' won The man got lost in the eye of a storm It's all gone crazy, the peace got bombed Not one person who left and won Shit I got some friends still all alone Years gone past still all alone Found me a girlfriend still all alone Not a single damn message on my phone When I open it up I'm always reminded got no one to trust Ain't got no one without ifs ands or buts Shit ain't no question this life got me fucked Shit I got some friends still all alone Years gone past still all alone Found me a girlfriend still all alone Not a single damn message on my phone When I open it up I'm always reminded got no one to trust Ain't got no one without ifs ands or buts Shit ain't no question this life got me fucked But he's still here and he's tryin' his best Throw a project out then rewind it back Oh he got so much on his mind, in fact Way more than he should, won't stay intact Always just bad luck that he gon' attract When his thoughts gone bad put em on a track Only one way out if he's gon distract All his mind, drag it out from all them traps And it's gone to shit Some miles behind on this road God damn And it's all gone down When he thought he found his damn home God damn And he tried to fight Them demons all on his own God damn And he passed out Only m's in front of his throne God damn Like a lone bird in an all grey sky Like a lone bird in an all grey sky He's just like a lone bird in an all grey sky He's just like a lone bird in an all grey sky Put it all on the table Emptied my pockets Emptied my thoughts Right in front of your faces I put them all out while I'm hoping Someone of y'all knows Any good fuckin method to stop it My hands are all open Covered in scars, shit I hope y'all look into my heart I feel like this thing and My brain are like oceans apart I hoped I'd get far But I ain't actin' smart Shit I got some friends still all alone Years gone past still all alone Found me a girlfriend still all alone Not a single damn message on my phone When I open it up I'm always reminded got no one to trust Ain't got no one without ifs ands or buts Shit ain't no question this life got me fucked Shit I got some friends still all alone Years gone past still all alone Found me a girlfriend still all alone Not a single damn message on my phone When I open it up I'm always reminded got no one to trust Ain't got no one without ifs ands or buts Shit ain't no question this life got me fucked