why do i do that

I don't know you well Somehow you hurt me still I think it's all my fault Crashed and hit the wall Blood rushing down my skull You're the one I used to call And now I'm on the run Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Baby, fight or flight is in action Hard to control my reactions I know that you hate how I'm acting now I'm so selfish But I can't help it If these are the cards god gave me To keep me from losing my patience So I run, run, run, run, run I know it's dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb Don't need you to wait for me Don't need you to hold me closer Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? You're the scar I don't wanna heal 'Cause at least that shit felt real And when tears come down my face It's proof you were worth the chase And the last times always the worse It only feels good 'cause it hurts And how could we not know That we'd both lose control Fight or flight is in action I'm trying to control your reaction How the hell did we let this shit happen now You're the poison in my wine Yet I'll drink you every time But at least tell me why Why do I do that? Why do I? (Why do I?) For you, you know that I'm helpless First time that we really felt this Baby answer the question Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that?