GARDEN OF EDEN

I don't even wanna say this I'm having doubts that I ain't gonna make it It's haunting me, the thoughts, I can't escape it It's hard to say I'm well but I fake it Is all of this worth all the time I'm spending? Is all of this worth all the friendships ending? I wanna live this dream, but it's far to reach them I hope one day I'm in the Garden of Eden (ooh) It's getting so rough, man I really can't lie I've been working since a kid, I've been having this drive But will all of this work be worth it for my life? And if not, I think Imma have to turn to suicide I've been so confused on who's with me or not Are you with me for the journey or when I reach to the top? There's been times I'm in the studio and I just wanna stop But I gotta make my child self proud, I can't drop I don't know it's just, lately, I've been having doubts Doubts? What doubts are you having? Just everything, this whole thing, like, what if it doesn't work out? You're always thinking what if it doesn't Why don't you think about what if it does? Maybe I should just quit– quit? Just feels like I'm looking like an idiot to everyone An idiot? What? You've came so far, have you seen what you done? Yeah, but it feels like nothings happening You gotta be patient with time, seeds take time to grow (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) I'm ready for the Garden of Eden (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) All of these dreams, I'ma reach them (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) One day, I'ma make it out the deep end (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) One day, I'll be in the Garden of Eden