Mariana Lows

This one is hittin' different You had what I've been missing I got so used to you But you're just a devil too Stealing these souls to get your way I could not get you out my veins Nothing I did would make you stay Untethered my heart to get away Why did I love your torture Why did I chase that pain Why did I fight those battles Knowing they'd end the same Got too much on my conscious Got too much on my heart Got enough fury in me To tear myself apart I don't need your help to hurt myself I do that on my own Every war I ever waged I had to win those on my own Won those all alone Devil girl save me from myself I took every strain and non of them helped Wish your heart was something I could attain But all my effort does is drive me insane I know who you are and why you do the things you do I hope that one day you realize I been through it too That ace in your sleeve ain't as rare as you thought it was I tried to stop the world but it keeps turnin' Tried to stop the flames but they keep burnin' I fear I'll see the last pedal falling from the rose Maybe I'm a fool and that's how the story goes Maybe I'm just lost in my motherfuckin' woes Maybe I'll just drown in these Mariana lows