The Way You Say Goodbye

Finally I'm okay since you were gone From September to November I hid behind my smile Through the whiskey and wine they just taste the same Cause I can't feel anything but the heartbreak that you gave I'd like to make a wish though it's not my birthday yet I wish you have, a very happy life no matter what you do I admit that I'm still thinking of you And I don't want to think, if you still, think of me too I hate the way I am Still waiting for your text I hate the fact that you're happy without me This stupid thing that I called love I know that I would never be okay Hello how are you because I'm not okay Is that really the way how you say goodbye I remember when you said those words That you'll come back to me But you didn't tell me when I guess I'm alone again There're too many things that I haven't told you yet I used to call you with my broken phone No, I don't give a fuck We used to say goodbye before we sleep Now I don't wanna know to whom you say those "goodbye" to