Arnita's Heart

This for my queen man, my momma rest in peace I only get one chance so I gotta do this right 2 minutes and 4 seconds to explain my momma life She made a lot of wrongs so I gotta make 'em right She died in the darkness so I gotta shine the light On her story, damn this shit about to get gory I gotta pass the damned to talk about the glory My momma was 14 going on 40 She was a grown ass woman don't call her shorty Born in Chicago was raised in the south Trying to grow up fast Only slowed her ass down Also felt the happiest when no one was a round 1985 is when she smoked her first pound Infatuated with the rush Got her feeling like gold Never ever shameless When she playing with her nose Strangers turned family And family turned foes Drained off her life Got her heart broke Daddy issues she just wanted acceptance Disobedience her daddy wouldn't accept it Black sheep of the family she always felt rejected Bipolar disease she felt infected Mood changes inflicted, nervous Disaffective, life's been hectic In battle with herself for as long as she lived Always stood on whatever she did Strong ass woman from a person she never hid Cocaine was the only thing she loved more than her kids She couldn't put hers at all before his A true black queen well loved and badly missed Momma I just wish I could give you one more kiss But I know you up in heaven and that peace is bliss So shine a light down on me when you hear this I love you