PARALYSIS (feat. Killa)

Body dead, mind awake Tell me what's the issue Knife against my chest but I don't know what I should do I see you there standing bear but I can not reach you I went to bed at night hoping I would dream about you Paralysis Body's getting heavy, heart is racing what do I do Imagination wild I'm aware but I can't move too Body still, face to face with my fears I see you I wish I could tell you what I really feel about you Paralysis Killa Yo I play the villian in my own story Maybe these feelings just ain't for me I'm looking cupid to help me be lucid If only he could just aim for me (ohhh) There's is a lot that I wanna say (A lot) But I let my fear get a hold of me No really i tried to speak But It's like my emotions on hide n seek If I said that I'm social i lied its deep 'cause the closer you get to me I lose my memory, uh If only you could see inside my head That is the place where I pretend That you and I are not just friends A happy place no awkward ends A happy place with no Paralysis