Sabotaging Myself

Long days, longer nights Pay the price for things I do when I'm not thinking right What a way to go and waste a perfect thing That's why I say that you should leave before I... Mess thing up on my own terms Try to get better, but I won't learn And every good thing I've had I've held up to flame and started crying when it all burned And maybe I just need something to cope with Every time I'm over being broken I self-inflict myself with tragedies And just keep going (yeah) Keep going like nothing happened as the walls come falling down Keep going like nothing happened as the walls come falling down They come falling They come falling down And we're falling Oh, we're falling out I'm sabotaging I'm sabotaging myself I'm sabotaging I'm sabotaging myself And now you tell me that you love me just to feel something But you can't expect that from me 'cause I feel nothing We got lost inside a world we didn't know we're in Now we're running to a place that really don't exist I recognize I'm reckless occasionally And that just gives me reasons I should keep you away from me I don't expect to meet someone who has any faith in me I have none in myself and know that there's no escaping me But maybe I could warn you Maybe I could keep you from the pain I see before you Maybe I could mess it up now instead of mess it up later When I'm pushing you away I feel I'm doing you a favor 'Cause there's gonna be a time that comes when I'm not around (not around) And all the walls that we built will come falling down (falling down) They come falling They come falling down And we're falling Oh, we're falling out I'm sabotaging I'm sabotaging myself I'm sabotaging I'm sabotaging myself And now you tell me that you love me just to feel something But you can't expect that from me 'cause I feel nothing We got lost inside a world we didn't know we're in Now we're running to a place that really don't exist And now you tell me that you love me just to feel something But you can't expect that from me 'cause I feel nothing We got lost inside a world we didn't know we're in Now we're running to a place that really don't exist