LAMENTATIONS (feat. Roots and Love)

If my heart tore Or if it cracked on the floor And made me fall on all fours And my demons locked all the doors And told me to peel the skin I wore And set it on fire with a lit torch I bet I wouldn't feel the pain or scorch Cause my numbness been froze Since I was 4 when I was told That dad will be outside in About 3 or four So I waited at the door And the only father That came was time And he never wasted mine Instead he took it And told me that Everything would be fine And so I'm still waiting Cause with all the voices In my mind it still feels like a lie Lately I been Lost in what's probably the same season That Floyd lost his life in Police on him like pythons Killings, with bodies that enter Heaven with Angels that do unfist them And tell them stop fighting All in all I'm a rotten kid I ain't in it with tight lips Imma fall till I stand it tall I know failures a hyphen I seen God with some alcohol It's a bottle beside him It's a step then another step That you take towards light kid Thank the mayor my writing Trust I won't play you I'm trying I was crisis 02 in tanks Thats declining deep in the submarine's In voyage with fears thats Deep in my lineage odyssey Honestly I was treating horribly by friends Once in first year I learnt the route of modesty Will take something from you It came hard to me Forestry, seen botany derail some My father's eyes Apart of me- rhetorically A metaphors for sodomy Your body that the lord took A son that the courts took A daughter that the courts took from you Nothing new here The world repeats things Autumn falls in my path And just won't leave I'm the only loose thread In these knitted seams Took a stroll with heavy lungs And was left bruised by the concrete Man's demands takes a soul And tries to weaken my knees I watch the devil dance And sweep you off'ya feet But I'm in hopes time grants you amnesty Even though I barely catch your plans Or give a Glimpse of me I could watch the moon phase And travel seven seas Let time fold my bones And rest my weary knees But the sun's harshest kiss Could never leave me weak Could never leave me weak