Beautiful Lies (Cherry Wine)

Cherry Wine (Con) Remember the time that you said you were in love Lately I found out that was just a bluff Breaking my heart so many times man I think that it's rough What are these standards, that people have made up? They made me feel like I was not enough I don't know but your love was just a bluff I don't know I feel like I'mma drown I'mma clown People laugh at me and look down But really, I'm the king And I'm wearing the crown Gonna leave but my castle might just drown I'm shooting for the stars, on cloud nine but really I just wanna die But no really I just wanna feel okay I'm just saying this shit because I wanna make you stay I wanna make you be with me, every single day But you wanna leave so I'm not gonna make you stay I'm not gonna force you I'm not gonna fight I'm not gonna stay up, all of these nights When I tell you I love you but I just damn fright To open up, 'cause it don't feel right And I'm, hiding away 'cause I don't know what to do Can you, just tell me, how to deal with you Do you really love me or not? Do you want me to be with you or do you want me to rot? It's too soon to give up on tonight I haven't had the chance to show you my moves, tonight Think you'd like to see why they would Call me Mr Dynamite It's too soon to give up on toni- Too soon Haven't had the chance to show you my moves, tonight Think you'd like to see why they would Call me Mr Dynamite Do you wanna tell me how you feel? Do you wanna tell me that everything is real? Do you wanna shake my hand and seal the deal? But I don't know, what I should really feel I been sippin on this Henny Man I think I drank too many My heart is breaking and I feel worth less Than a penny Yeah I know it's weird You think that you love me but you just wanna break me down To the ground I don't know but it feels like I'm getting pounded from all sides of life And nobody, wanna be my wife And it's stressing but really I just wanna strive And you hate me For who I am But I'm just tryna be The perfect man Setting up these standards Like no one can But really you expect me to do it when you can't even Practice what you preach Looking at yourself, man I think I'd give a speech You're giving me these lessons but you can't even teach How I'm supposed to learn, when I don't know what it means? And I don't know what to say I'm just making this shit up As I go, along the way Yeah you made me cry And you made my heart break And you made me cry I don't know how one can take these words That you say And you make me feel down I don't know what to do In your words I just drown And I just want to make you happy But it's, breaking my heart So I think, we should just be apart And I'm gonna go, think I'mma let this flow I don't know but I think I'mma just let go And even though I said That I love you so But darlin I just think It's time, to let go