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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ryan Elliot
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Trenton Naidoo
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
CactusFromTheFuture
Mixing Engineer
Lyrics
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Lost in my thoughts
Trapped in my mind
Every day I just find, myself in more shit
I'm just getting hit from all the sides
I just wanna die
Or am I alive?
I just wanna strive
But really, I'm wasting my time
This feels like a crime
I choose suicide, the pain won't end
It'll just subside
If you were me you'd understand what I did
Why I lost sleep doing all that I did
Why did we done drank all that shit
Why I just decided to quit
Why I stayed up all of those nights
I'm losing the battle, the war and the fights
Why am I holding on so tight?
My life will go before my eyes
You think you know but you don't understand
As a kid, I do what I can
From A to Z, I fucked up the plan
It's like I'm lost, I'm stuck in a trance
But at the end, you'll be all alone
Thinking, I should have just stayed at home
But deep down I already know
Along with my heart I have broken bones
Now the games ended, put in a token
Mind bout to be messed up, I think that I'm broken
So much of these words but non of them spoken
But when it comes out, I feel like I'm choking
And I really thought you should know my pain
Cause you have to claim that we are the same
But I'm really intoxicated, draining my brain
But really it's just me taking the blame
But really I just wrote this song to express my view
I did nothing wrong, but darling
It won't be long, cause heaven be calling me on
So just steer clear, you have all of my love
You have my affection and all of my trust
So baby girl just don't lose hope
Because you gonnna find a way to cope
But for now, I'mma take a rest
And again, I'm sorry that I'm not the best
Writer(s): Trenton Naidoo
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