Sober (feat. Trnth & King Cxge) [Remix]

Eyes low I'm a lost soul Letting god know what I fall for God I'm all yours I don't want more But I need more don't ignore Got the weed for All my weak norms Help me breathe lord Got this mean force tryna be more So resilient how I'm fighting demons Chilling in my prime time I'm tryna start my sober dreaming I saw this white light and stepped into the same arena Pressure rising blowing pressure seeing smokey heathens I took my shot to quit taking shots Can't stop if I don't start so fuck it it's my loss Crazy laws of repetition got me fading off Paid the cost to be the boss but it's not paying off Times progressing making my confession This AA got me stressing Im not decompressing Unless I take a couple seconds Smoke and ease the pressure I been sober for some years I'm needing some correction Amen I've been sober for some years, I've been holdin' back tears As I take a hit of weed and get higher than the stars I keep fightin' so damn hard, but I swear times been gettin' hard And it had all of my scars, but it's rippin' me apart Told myself that last time, was the last time, and last time Got crossfaded and passed out Tell me why I keep on lettin' myself down Down on my knees, prayin' I could get help now I've been fightin' with some demons and they workin' overtime I can't fight them all alone, I need someone on my side I pray to God, I pray to God, I need to put this liquor down I've been fightin' with some demons and they workin' overtime I can't fight them all alone, I need someone on my side I pray to God, I pray to God, I need to put this swisher down Ain't puttin' shit down, I lie when I say I ain't drinkin I'm really drownin' in the liquor, avoidin' the thinkin We had a bag, I had a stu hot for the entire weekend Thought I could stand, but I was jumpin' from the fuckin' deep end Down to the floor, functional and a half, under the core He took a lot of shit, high after class, same as before Put out another tap, acid been spreadin' like it's a cold Smoke another half, fightin' these demons raiding my home I've been fightin' I've been fightin' with some demons and they workin' overtime I can't fight them all alone, I need someone on my side I pray to God, I pray to God, I need to put this liquor down I've been fightin' with some demons and they workin' overtime I can't fight them all alone, I need someone on my side I pray to God, I pray to God, I need to put this swisher down