All in My Mind

Must be a target on my back They take aim with such finesse, they draw the string and let it snap You'd think I drew it on myself For the circles outline parts that I don't show to no one else I made an enemy today Back and forth a constant bicker over what I do and say It seems that I just can't agree With the version of myself I keep around for company Can anyone tell me why I never give up Trying to break myself away from all the things I've come to love It's all in my mind It's all in my mind I guess I never really tried To start a dialogue, to make a bridge for you and I Is there a possibility I'm narcissistic thinking I could be a better me than me I always try to best myself So defeated in my losses, never reaching out for help A self-sustaining war I fight 'til I can't stand it, end up drinking on the floor It's never been easy for me, to deliberate sides Choosing the better of two evils, what's the good in even trying It's all in my mind It's all in my mind It's all in my mind It's all in my mind