This Time

Need to get up, still stuck in my bed Want to be strong, but I only feel lonely Try to stand up, I always fall down But this time, this time I'll get there Nothing has changed, and it's all that I feared Everyone is here, but I always feel lonely Do it again, I'm playing the part But this time, this time I'll get there Nothing is fine, need to push through Never feel fine, I going to push through This time, this time, this time, this time Today, today, today, yeah it happens today Throw myself there, letting go of my fear What the fuck is the point if I always feel lonely Here I go, here I go This time, this time I'll get there Always so dark here whatever I do, but it's different today going to push me right through Always so dark here whatever I do, but it's different today going to push me right through This time, This Time, This time, This Time, This Time Always so dark here whatever I do Always so dark here whatever I do Always so dark here whatever I do