How Can We Fail (feat. Bloxxom & 66ixx)

Yea I been working all my life I can't believe I could pull with no cheese Cameras on me saying cheese Crying to My God I need what I worked for Damn i be feeling so worked up The devil trying to bring me down But I been praying all day I been praying all day Stressing everyday But are you getting results? Is it messing with your head? Cuz I can smell all your fear And are you having all the doubts? You're not looking like yourself You wear a fake smile as usual So they don't think that you're weak Your money's running low You panick, you nag and you stress cuz you already know That You don't have no one to call when you down Cause you distance yourself all alone I'm talking to you now And I'm talking to myself I don't fake with the words that I write I know you can relate to the pain that I feel Or maybe I'm just on my own So take it all away I don't wanna lose but I'm drowning I'm fighting to stay I do it anyway It sucks when you know this is all that you have to debate It is messing with my mind The fear of not making it when you have worked all your life I know you can't deny But this is the life that you live If I take my stick out would you know about me If I'm lost baby would you find me yeah Holy water to cleanse my sins Running from all of the pain that I feel yeah I got bandz can go wherever I want go The fans be Sticking for me I know My plans is to be the greatest for sure I'm feeling like I got all the remorse o Faded If amma blow then its gon be like in the 80s Girl I ain't faking All I wanna do get high and see you naked Bitch don't you play me Yeah Quit calling my phone bitch I hate this You overrated ehhhh You ain't gon make it yeah Reach the ceiling It's that feeling You not my realest You not my realest Yeah I hit a lick and call the shots Before I Spin the block I got a lotta money so I spend a lot Im in all of the playlists Niggas upset I had to drink codeine before I got to bed Living alone is better than Me and you Don't fuck with all the drama it ain't me and you If a nigga pull up I'll be beating you If a nigga pull up we gon hit the roof Amma take it Real love no faking I'm high and I'm wasted That why I don't Say shit Young Nigga from Texas just killed himself He overdosed on pain pills Close family and friends said he lost a lot of money on crypto I know you can relate to the pain that I feel Or maybe I'm just on my own So take it all away I don't wanna lose but I'm drowning I'm fighting to stay I do it anyway It sucks when you know this is all that you have to debate It is messing with my mind The fear of not making it when you have worked all your life I know you can't deny But this is the life that you live with