Trauma Interlude

You know how you feel like everybody has a story, whatever that is, if it's something, whatever I used to be like, "I don't have a story", but that's because I wouldn't allow myself to have one I been trying hard to turn the page I can't find the strength to let him go and walk away Every other day I'm taking blame Maybe I deserve it Maybe I'm not worth it I'm caught in a hang up I'm dancing with danger I'm free but entangled Trapped in a soul tie Black tears from my blue eye And this ain't the first time Ooh, this ain't easy (easy) I don't wanna leave him I wanna believe him He won't do it again Ooh, know it ain't easy