Aubade

(Wait on me to save myself) I'm young and wise and never graduated So full of life how could i never make it Turned 25 and still i think i'm waiting Wait on me to save myself I'm young and wise and never graduated Life roll on by there ain't no time to waste it Turned 25 and should be celebrating But when looking round there's more to worry than appreciate the Banks are closing, none of my loans alone and I Moved from half the people I love just to find me a home and Damn I owe 'em I know I'm grasping choking How do I start with healing when i ain't done with coping? I's hoping damn please chill Don't you tell me that I'm late on bills If you let me I'd pay through skills I'm bending and breaking to Make funny faces I'm young and wise and never graduated So full of life how could i never make it Turned 25 and still i think i'm waiting Wait on me to save myself I'm old and grown never been before So far i've come from the bedroom floor I'm waiting on what i knew before Wait on me to save myself Getting older uh, I'm getting colder yuh Yeah life a movie then my part is over uh Not getting closure the coffin being lowered it Feel like a marathon getting up from the sofa Feel like I'm hanging on hanging on from the rope but it Feel like I'm bathing but diving in with a toaster it Feel like I'm racing but dammit I be the chauffeur Ton of long nights and nothing I got to show for Falling, crawling, calling Let the sun rise Hauling, bawling, all in (I said) For the sun rise I've tried a lot for a long time I've cried a lot over long nights I've lied a lot said that I'm fine Waiting on the sunrise Waiting on the sunrise (sunrise, sunrise) Waste my time, time For the sunrise I'm young and wise and never graduated Wait on me to save myself Turned 25 and still i think i'm waiting Wait on me to save myself I'm old and grown never been before Wait on me to save myself So far i've come from the bedroom floor Wait on me to save myself (save myself, save myself) Wait on me to save myself (save myself, save myself) Wait on me to save myself