Die For Me

Paranoid, walking through the halls with their eyes on me Wonder when it'll be enough to really put a smile on me Am I wrong? Devastated when I saw you cry for me I accept the fact that you would never really die for me I've been stuck inside my mind for like a year Haven't made a single song cause of my fears And why would you lie saying you were always different? And every single time you had a feeling you kept switching it I've been so alone I'd rather disappear Future on my mind yeah, never interfere I would rather have it all right here Am I wrong again? Doing things I'd never want to Play again Making me feel like I want you 41 tries cause I'm trying to get it all back Suicide note was what it took to get a call back And I've been running from the people that keep coming after me Chasing my soul out of my body let it rest eternally I feel the hatred in my heart and I just wanna set it free I'm sitting here with my guitar dreaming of what I'll never see Paranoid, walking through the halls with their eyes on me Wonder when it'll be enough to really put a smile on me Am I wrong? Devastated when I saw you cry for me I accept the fact that you would never really die for me Sober up, tell me what I said and decide for me Blood dripping down to my toes, why did they lie to me? I'm leaving a place I don't know, so you can ride with me Did it for them at the show, now they're admiring me I'm getting slower through the time, I never drew a line, I'm crossing all these X's on the diamonds that are mine, I'm getting sick and tired of what's keeping me alive If only you could see what I've been seeing through my eyes Took a picture in my head, it's not cause I wanted to, but I had to Saw it all happen in front of me, guess it's something I gotta adapt to You never you'll never recover when you got everyone staring right at you I got a feeling I'm keeping inside cause I am Traumatized from my past experience Let alone how I got these feelings, Got a rope stuck to my ceiling, Getting on, I ain't go no fears Screw it all, I don't have a vision Pass it on cause there is no meaning Memories, I don't want them here and Letting go is why I'm here