Vagrant

Irrational misbalance An unconscious consciousness Offended by my gloomy thoughts Being trapped in the eternal My mind is as wide as the universe I pray every day to find peace I am doomed to dwell In two distant worlds Physical and psychic I can't dissociate Right from wrong I feel no joy, no sorrow No pain Swallowed into nothingness I drown in the recesses of my soul I torture myself to try To feel something Cutting pieces of myself To feel like I'm still alive I'm devouring myself from the inside I'm suffocating in my own flesh I lament the curse that was cast on me I never wanted to be captive Of that deceased spirit My path begins where yours ends Because only there, would I feel free Irrational misbalance An unconscious consciousness Offended by my gloomy thoughts Being trapped in the eternal My mind is as wide as the universe I pray every day to find peace I am doomed to dwell in two distant worlds Physical and psychic I'm in a never-ending fall Taking me to the abyssal depths I'm in an ever-growing blackness Preventing me from getting back to the light