Stand here with you grass weighted with dew
Thought maybe it would hurt a bit less
Avert and avoid tangle hope with a void
You examined an outstretched hand
Contemplate asphyxiate
Take my thoughts eradicate
Play it back just one more time
Throw it out and let it go
Take it back and hold it close
Prop me up and I should be fine
I wanna get better
Watch me bleed you watch me bleed
Watch me bleed you watch me bleed
Name me after all the deformations in my head
Break all of my fingers once again
Turn on the lights if you could not so bright
Looks like it is close to collapse
It's not about you it was never about you this is nobody else's to lose
Spent far too long just contemplating weightlessness and lead
So I sat around and watched as I bled
The quiet nights and raging fights sometimes I think that I was right to say I'd be better Off dead
I wanna get better
