Confessions

Does this life really mean anything Are we all doomed for eternity I've tried so hard to have faith in you But I know you've never had any faith in me Your believers they hate me Labeled me an abomination As if my life doesn't mean anything God why have you forsaken me It seems nothing I do is good enough It took every thing I had to call your bluff This is me asking you to give me a sign To show me that the stars can realign I'm a sinner filled with doubt Convinced every thing I care about Is falling away from me I'm falling apart at the seams Please God I'm begging you To prove to me, that you exist It's so hard for me to persist When I know what I will find, is emptiness This eternal hollowness That I feel inside It's so oppressive Please God I'm begging you It seems nothing I do is good enough It took every thing I had to call your bluff This is me asking you to give me a sign To show me that the stars can realign I'm a sinner filled with doubt Convinced every thing I care about Is falling away from me I'm falling apart at the seams I feel so dirty and unclean Life has broken every thing inside of me I have some confessions to make Like how I used to steal from the 7/11 when I was eight But I seem to have a little problem here Because I'm pretty sure I'm falling upon deaf ears How can I confess my sins To a God I don't believe in How can I confess my sins To a God I don't believe in How can I confess my sins To a God I don't believe in