Fogged Up Thoughts (feat. Karthik Sankar & Harshit Saxena)

Why am I so hard to find (I don't know) Why am I so hard to find (where to go) Maybe I'm not doing it right (getting close) I can hear a voice inside (I guess so) Why am I so hard to find (I don't know) Why am I so hard to find (where to go) I can't think through all this clouding of the Fogged up thoughts on my mind (that's right) I tried writing a verse giving it all of my thought But my mind takes me to places that I've lost and forgot Said a dozen, million times to it to let me go on, but it won't I keep thinking if I should just be gone, I don't know I try to work and grind and do my best Took meds, popped pills and talked to people instead None of it worked, just kept moving in circles I think I've been cursed All I see are just hurdles and let me tell you Ain't nobody's gonna pull you up Ain't nobody is looking at runner ups You're alone, getting gold is solely all up to you You gonna sit back? No dawg, your bill's overdue Now now, listen to me, without a further a do This was all I had to say, man I'm done, I'm through There are some fresh bars on the menu Coming through, wait a minute, here is Mameluke Why am I so hard to find (I don't know) Why am I so hard to find (where to go) Maybe I'm not doing it right (getting close) I can hear a voice inside (I guess so) Why am I so hard to find (I don't know) Why am I so hard to find (where to go) I can't think through all this clouding of the Fogged up thoughts on my mind (that's right) Our dark side is noticed more than how we are in the heart People made fun of Kanye West when he expressed it too hard They think he's weird, but I think that he's actually art I think it takes one to know one that's mentally scarred I wrote this too in dark times so I may flinch in a part Maybe while writing, my left hand was only inches apart As I was confused on when to play the intimate card Guess I've felt that kinda thing before, I think in a bar I'm broken but not looking for a fix I'm looking for something apart from tobacco to mix Trying to think through a wall of disbelief for bricks Couldn't punch through so now I'm trying other tricks I'm sorry if I zoned out at anything you said I'm blank but there's a lot going on inside my head Curiosity was cool but I don't like where it led As I'm pretty sure my last two brain cells are dead