Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Vanessa Skrypczak
Lead Vocals
Arnt Mae
Performer
Amøs Gibsøn
Violin
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Vanessa Skrypczak
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Kieran Fergusson
Mastering Engineer
Studio Y3K (R.F.P & CROPLEY)
Producer
Lyrics
They ask me how you cope with depression
What a question
Self-deprecation
Cause making fun helps get me through days faster
A fine distraction
Although I do get growing pains
I'm on my knees
Seems like I need to see a doctor to fix things
My father said
Rearrange have placement find order
But that ain't me?
In my head chaos reins over order
Might be a mess but
I'm not pretending
I'm just in need of mending
Meditating on what true happiness is?
It's a fleeting feeling
You catch it
It disappears
Wish it worked the same way with my fears
Still drowning underneath
Holes leaking
I know that shit freaky
People still come to see me cause they feel the shit within me seeping
Why can't my folks just see this shit is me
Why can't my attitude come across clearly
And why can't I post up how I'm feeling
Sometime this shit affects me
Why can't I feel free have room to just breathe
Why can't I feel free to have (to have)
Why can't I feel free have room to just breathe
Why can't I feel free have (to have)
I'm a misfit baby
I can't change just yet
Let me be
Let me find myself
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit baby
A constant need for satisfaction
A fixation it devours you
Why keep myself tied down
When I could be free
Spirited away with the ghosts of my past whispering down my neck
Will I ever be good enough
Guess not
So maybe there are many outcomes and possibilities
If not positive get caught in negativity
I'm stripped away of an identity
I created now hated by those around me
Relatives ain't relative
No presents for my birthday
No presents from pretenders
Who never cared
Who never spared a moment of time
Why spend a moment of mind
Seems like commitment to something that was never fine
Seems like commitment to something that was never mine
Seems like commitment to something that was never fine
That was never mine to begin with
I'm a misfit baby
I can't change just yet
Let me be
Let me find myself
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit baby
I can't change just yet
Let me be
Let me find myself
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit baby
I messed up again
Spending too much money on friends
To keep em close
Givin' them reason to stick around
Yeah I know I shouldn't be proud
But haven't you been faced with a choice to be left alone
Or to be kept with friendly faces who embrace you?
In a small room I'm fucking lonely
Keep me on my own and the voices started talking
Like in my head some messed up things are said like
Like shit
I'm a misfit
Nobody likes me cause I'm different
Like shit
I'm a misfit
Nobody likes me 'cause I'm different
'Cause I'm motherfucking different
I'm a misfit baby
I can't change just yet
Let me be
Let me find myself
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit baby
I can't change just yet
Let me be
Let me find myself
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit baby
(I'm a) I'm a misfit
(I'm a) I'm a misfit
Nobody likes me 'cause I'm different
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit
I'm a misfit baby
Writer(s): Vanessa Skrypczak
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