I Just Wanna

I don't wanna go to the party I would rather sit inside my bedroom And try, and try, and try not to think of you I'm not gonna pretend you were sorry Wouldn't make the pain feel better anyway So I'll try, I'll try, I'll try to move on Thought I could be loved until I met you You did things to me you said you'd never do I just wanna take back all the love I gave to you Thought I was in love, I was jumping through hoops Trying to please you, how I wish I knew I just wanna take back all of me I gave to you I can't believe that I cared so much about what you thought of me Starving just to hear you call me "baby" Didn't think you'd love to see me fall I wish I never met you at all How could one be so evil? Almost lost faith in people after your grand upheaval And it's so confusing 'cause I, 'cause I, 'cause I I hate you, I love you, it sucks that I still do Thought I could be loved until I met you You did things to me you said you'd never do I just wanna take back all the love I gave to you Thought I was in love, I was jumping through hoops Trying to please you, how I wish I knew I just wanna take back all of me I gave to you