Toxic Origin Story

So in the future when they ask me why I struggle to confide I'll tell the tale of one before who tried To break me from inside It's truly hard to see that you are why I choose to run and hide, Oh You're my toxic Patience Wishing that I had just a little more Patience While you were telling me that I had Digressed, Digressed, from who I was before Isn't that funny? You know it's you making me act funny Think twice You had me thinking five times before I decide Because I didn't want to hurt you no more I know that I did it wrong but you Never failed to let me know that I Broke your heart and broke it more, oh So in the future when they ask me why I struggle to confide I'll tell the tale of one before who tried To break me from inside It's truly hard to see that you are why I choose to run and hide, Oh You're my toxic You're my toxic origin You're my toxic Origin, origin story My toxic origin story Origin story, my toxic origin Regrets Choices that I wish I had never made And my head Full of many fears that you left Now I I tiptoe and I tread Lightly, and now I hold my breath But I let time be time Now I say I'm waiting for my sunshine But I think when you arrive I'll still be holding my breath real tight Because I know that I did it wrong and I Never want to fail again but I Can't ignore the pain within, oh So in the future when they ask me why I struggle to confide I'll tell the tale of one before who tried To break me from inside It's truly hard to see that you are why I choose to run and hide, Oh You're my toxic Hey, you're my toxic origin Origin Story You're my toxic Origin, origin story My toxic origin story Origin story, my toxic Hey, come on Who would've thought that I would ever end up here? But what can you do? I just know we've got to move Move on, roll on, move on So in the future when they ask me why I struggle to confide I'll tell the tale of one before who tried To break me from inside I'll never know if we will ever have The chance to reconcile Oh I don't know