Tear Me Apart

I am awake My demons that I've defeated Have come back to reality He doesn't know I'm still alive I've got the element of surprise on my side Evil or righteousness What should I do with it? So far he hasn't seen me If I'm quiet I could crawl and sneak right over to the closet Where my son's locked up and guarded But I'm presented with this quandary Once in a lifetime opportunity To take advantage and avenge And do some damage Take my sweet revenge Could pulverize, I could punish him Mutilate him like in my dreams Or should I make my great escape? Just take my son and run away I will not fall I will not follow your ways into the dark (I won't be torn apart) Temptation is there Question is should I end him, leave, and make a new start? Make a new start Wanna make him bleed Feel the suffering Trauma he inflicted on me I decry, cause he deserves to die Should I flee or should I end his life? Bleed Feel the suffering Trauma he inflicted on me I decry, because he deserves to die Should I flee or should I end his life? I will not fall I will not follow your ways into the dark (I won't be torn apart) Temptation is there Question is should I end him, leave, and make a new start? Make a new start Get up behind you Snuck up a knife before me lies a chance to end you (A chance to end you) Now what will I do? Give you a dose of your own medicine in the syringe I'll take it and I'll push it in your skin Wanna make him bleed Feel the suffering Trauma he inflicted on me I decry, because he deserves to die Should I flee or should I end his life? I will not fall I will not follow your ways into the dark (I won't be torn apart) Temptation is there Question is should I end him, leave, and make a new start? Make a new start I didn't fall I didn't follow your ways into the dark (Into the dark) I'll never become despicable monsters that you really are You can't tear me apart