Insane

Hey See your father dead is fucking horrible This view is unforgettable This loss for me was unacceptable Sadly it was not preventable Towards me life is not respectable Heart is now unbreakable Bitch I m not retarded Have the feeling that I am slowly getting discarded Wish my life could be restarted With bad things I am bombarded For the moment future is uncharted At some point I m gonna say that From the past I darted Trying to recover from the Hard hit Don't fucking piss me of if you don't wanna get a high kick Sadly it's impossible to guard it Give me some more damage and my heart will become like a brick Only 18 but my life is passing quick Something that I never do is to complain Staying lonely in the corner trying to endure the pain Promised to my father that I m gonna keep the name Bulgarian blood is gonna stay in the vein Soon or late you gonna have to stop to pray Because you gonna realize that from the devil cannot run away Unfortunately every action has a consequence for which you gonna have to pay From time to time the rules have to betray Everything is turning gray gray gray Idk how much more gonna stay stay stay stay Hoping that there is another way way way way I have to accept the fact that pain is never gonna go away away away away Bitch I m not retarded Have the feeling that I am slowly getting discarded Wish my motherfucking life could be restarted With bad things I am bombarded For the moment future is uncharted At some point I m gonna say that from the past I darted.