since i'm alone

Since I'm alone life became a meaningful waste A deliberate journey A sober taste Since I'm alone I can't ignore Parts of me must die for new ones to arise How to lose track when losing doesn't exist? My mother is hope She named me responsibility Did I try to please her needs? She took me to church Sure I believe The purpose of serving was a bloody try to catch me But I was already gone My name is undone Since I'm alone