Toxicity

When I said I never gonna let go I meant it Fill my lungs 'till I can't feel no more Girl did you feel it Well I messed up too fast It's been half year stock in self-blame Devil always got me after 4 am Please don't speak no more I'm counting down 'Till my mind completely breaks down Inhale deep before I blow it out Make sure I don't live another round Everything should have kindly meltdown Baby if you miss me just call me How's everything, tell me about it Do you still hate me when I'm bleeding It's a joke I know you never want me Wish my heart wasn't made of glass You should fuckin' fess up 'fore you made us cry I saw the pains and the lies through your juicy eyes I confessed to the crime so you could say good-bye Told you I don't wanna let go Doing my job play for your show 'Cause I didn't wanna let go Or stay alone One more shot I'll be closer to you Second round, I'm still talking your hues Now the third try, waking up from you I'm catching that O2 Four a.m. in bed nothing feels new Five more hours until the next loop Six more pills I can finally break through I'm stuck in a bad mood 'cause of you Yeah 'cause of you yeah Ay I need something to believe in 'Cause when you're gone I lost my source of happiness I know that I'm too much and I'm toxic Tried to validate myself, you were my trophy I'm still the same, scare enough to hear your name It brings it back, all these memories, no I can't change I manifest, every day night shouting my demands Follow my voice, nothing ignite but true romance Ay 'till the sun comes down Not a bit of brightness's where I belong now Don't know how to back down cannot change my route I fought my way through now I'm blacking out I ma fly to a city like. ay I'd die in this city with you 換了城市沒有妳的溫度 Miss the time, every night, all the fights with you One more shot I'll be closer to you Second round, I'm still talking your hues Now the third try, waking up from you I'm catching that O2 Four a.m. in bed nothing feels new Five more hours until the next loop Six more pills I can finally break through I'm stuck in a bad mood 'cause of you