The Quiet Room (feat. Vicki Vox)

Aw, yeah, aw Out of touch with my feelings, stressin' appearances Feelin' more solid 'bout who the man in the mirror is I reach for hearts through the speaker box to connect with strangers Paintin' the page with the language, but off The mic', I barely speak it all I seldom see a flaw, bitch, I need it all Shook by the way life is lately, I feel the world pirouette (Aw, yeah) I'm dazed like I'm seein' stars (Aw) Got 'em all on a wave, it's more than just words to a page It feel like I'm hostin' (Aw) a read-along, and I speak in tongues (Aw) No translation, I'm out the bottle I'm grievin', leavin' (Aw) the beat, need a CPR Disconnected, (Aw) I feel the pressure, I need acceptance I'm from the crevice, where all my homies on somethin' special They subtle flexin', but still, they hella selfish Chasin' a bag, but it's good They don't need the frank less to keep them one hundred I'm seein' shit down the barrel (Aw), I named that gun right America Arm with the ink that I'm flarin' up in my element We losin' brothers to bullshit, we need Protection, 'cause real niggas is rare enough I rewrite the narrative, I conquer that feat alone Got the needle jumpin' like bungee (Aw), I'm In the field like I'm huntin' The work is Dope off the burner, I'm calculated, I'm talkin' numbers Pray for longevity, sent to somebody's deity Wrote that down, that's my therapy (Aw) I'm deep in tune with my energy Wave I side what I want Should get high, then I'm back down I'm liable to hurt you (Hurt you) I just fall to the background (Oh yeah) I just want a way out of it (A way of it) Yeah, things been sorta shaky Yeah, the time been movin' real fast I just wanna lay here (Aw, yeah) I just wanna lay here (Aw, yeah) (Aw, wow) Talk is dense, I'm tryna make sense of it My stomach turnin' between it's lit and the dissonance (Aw, wow) I know some people that's feelin' sick just existin' here Brain blister, been caught up deep in the thick of it I lane switch through the fog, it's hard to See where I'm headed But fuck it, ain't no turnin' back, the past is Where we've been It feel like somethin' missin' And I've been out here on an impossible Mission My head down, to myself, and I smile to Stay in the moment while tryna stay out my feelings Tryna boost my subscribers I'm tryna maintain the vision People that know me closest live different than what they show me It's hard to feel like they know me when I'm Just scrollin' through images Truth be told, I feel pain, but I'm on the pinnacle Been chasin' this music thing for a minute, though Know some good people that never see success (Aw, wow) And here I am, sittin' worried 'bout show appearances (Wow) With everything crazy, you still my source of peace You filter out the lows, you give me what I need Will give you the world, but it don't belong to me (Mmm-mm) It's feelin' like it's love, if not, it's the closest I'll be (Aw, ay) Yeah I side what I want Should get high, then I'm back down I'm liable to hurt you (Hurt you) I just fall to the background (Oh yeah) I just want a way out of it (A way of it) Yeah, things been sorta shaky Yeah, the time been movin' real fast I just wanna lay here (Aw, yeah) I just wanna lay here (Aw, yeah)