Permission

My brain feels so forgettable Your eyes are full of such sharp holes My lungs whistle so you can hear Your thoughts something unreadable Even with your permission With your permission With your permission at all Your stride so indescribable My teeth crooked and yellowing Your smile is undisolvable My hope so wholely crushable Even with no permission With no permission With no permission at all And just like that I dont care I dont mind if you fade away You're not leaving You hardly stayed And just like me You're afraid You're alive to the mess you make We're two people caught in the way Who's your god now and what's their name And when we love, if it works Does it stick or is its voice all hoarse Is this heaven or just a phase This all feels wrong and you'd be wrong to fold