Serenity Now (feat. Teatea)

Hit the road, Jack Oh boy, oh boy You ain't trying to do this no more no more Hit the road, Jack It's your voice, your void But don't you come back no more no more I got troubles on my mind of late But passion, still it burns Forever's choosing sides today Feel like I tossed my turn away I run in place And hide the pain We play the part 'Cause ain't it all a game Ain't it all a game I level up but I'm grinding everyday And I'm tired of the pain Told my mom I love her but this shit ain't been the same All this damage can't be undone, but she still forgave I hope it's not too late Yeah, yeah, okay, okay You may call me selfish, truth is I'm afraid I'm just scared of being helpless, losing everything And losing what I love to some shit I can't contain All this everlasting permanence we covet is fool's gold Tomo said he learn from me, I learn from you, bro We know nothing lasts forever, so we playing new roles New clothes, new shows Burden's two-fold All my stress was doing numbers, I was down this summer I was losing sleep, sorry I ain't hit your number It just wasn't meant to be, and still I sit and wonder Why you think of me, while you laid up with another Huh I got troubles on my mind of late But passion, still it burns Forever's choosing sides today Feel like I tossed my turn away I run in place And hide the pain We play the part 'Cause ain't it all a game Ain't it all a game Music kept me going I just pray it keep me sane Moving with the trauma and dishonor on the brain I live where the peace ain't never kept it's swept away And every day we lose a life to something violent and deranged What more can you say Prayers and condolences ain't nothing in the fray And a picture never stay when they ain't fitted to the frame Hard to celebrate a win with all the losses that we take Never knew a break In this life there ain't no falling back Grinding for them hits like I'm recording with a ball and bat Dreaming of a Grammy for my city, I need all of that Pressure driving niggas to the limit but I fought it back Streets is getting colder by the day, they don't fight fair City never loved us we was broke and watched em hike fares Trying to live my dreams but after dinner we talk nightmares Hoping that the moment that I perish you'll be right there Yeah I got troubles on my mind of late But passion, still it burns Forever's choosing sides today Feel like I tossed my turn away I run in place And hide the pain We play the part 'Cause ain't it all a game Trouble on my mind, I got trouble on my mind Trouble on my mind, I got trouble on my mind Trouble on my mind, I got trouble on my mind Trouble on my mind, I got trouble on my mind And I find that as I'm editing these images I'm also thinking about the events that have shaped me The mistakes that I've made along the way How I'm wired as a personality And the tough stuff that I've been through That's forged me into the human being That I am today