Sad That I'm Happy

I've been lying in tall grass, smiling, not thinking 'bout nothing I've been letting some time pass And I'm sad that I'm happy that I haven't been thinking yet I've been floating the river, making friend in the mirror I've been seeing things clearer And I'm sad that I'm happy that I haven't been thinking 'bout you You I've been climbing old mountains Standing on top of the clouds and I've been shouting out loud That I'm sad that I'm happy that I haven't been thinking 'bout you You I've been doing my thing, closer to the old me All the things that we would never do Got so used to coasting, but comfort leads to over So I'm sad that I'm happy that I haven't been thinking 'bout Thinking 'bout you You I've been growing a garden, slowly unguarding my heart I've been wishing you'd stop calling 'Cause I'm sad that I'm happy that I haven't been thinking 'bout you