I'm Only 5'5"

Another late night out and I can't see straight Walking through a crowd don't know a single face Check my bank account how much money did I waste Not enough to matter nothing matters anyways Acting as if this was part of a plan I've never planned a thing it's not who I am Who I am has never been more then in my head Than who is my head asking who I am Talking with ghosts must be clairvoyant Voices talking back reminding me of parrots Only one of my kind it is quite apparent Every where I go people always staring Fighting with tomorrow is how my day begins You're the only reason why I haven't called it quits You stand by my side through the thick and thin The only problem is you don't really exist On trial jury is my mind Judged by my waste of time No plea deal defence is air tight Prosecution offered but I declined Saying what lives dies in the end If lifes an experience than what is death Digging my own grave 7 inches left As you can see im already 5ft 5in in You tried to count me out like I suck I'm not Dracula Time for you to count take your time add it up Age 16 crashed my dads car had my driver license for less then a month 17 girl crushed my damn heart had my confidence torn was the start of my plunge By 18 I was using drugs they were never enough found myself always needing more 19 I was running from the cops when I was caught locked up closing many doors Next 8yrs looking in the mirror still wasn't clear on exactly who I was Another 2yrs and my 20's are gone wouldn't trade them in simply because Still made it here it's my year keeping it 100 did you add it up On trial jury is my mind Judged by my waste of time No plea deal defence is air tight Prosecution offered but I declined Saying what lives dies in the end If lifes an experience than what is death Digging my own grave 7 inches left As you can see im already 5ft 5in in