Immortalized

I been steppin' light Been walking on my toes I been careful with myself I get triggered on my own My memory my enemy it keep you on mind And that's like half the reason I been taking all this time Writing songs all about you I know you'll know the ones I know you waited patient for this album to be done But shit it wasn't easy finally having to decide If I really wanna make you forever immortalized I didn't wanna go there Didn't wanna build your ego up By now I really don't care Just know I thought about leaving you off Cuz girl you let me down, let me down, let me down, did me dirty, I said You don't deserve a sound, not a sound, not a sound, coming outta my breath Do I really wanna immortalize you? Do I really wanna immortalize you? Now I been livin' right Took me long enough A little peace of mind became a diamond in the rough But every single night that I would ruminate alone Gave me what I needed, you taking a different road But I still don't know how you pushed me to the side Really put me through it girl how you sleeping at night I struggle with the fact that in writing all these songs You gon' live forever, something bout that feelin' wrong Girl I didn't wanna go there Didn't wanna build your ego up By now I really don't care Just know I thought about leaving you off Cuz girl you let me down, let me down, let me down, did me dirty, I said You don't deserve a sound, not a sound, not a sound, coming outta my breath