Feral

Falling asleep trying to fucking die It's been a while since I've felt alive Feeling the weight of my world crashing down around me It's in my head and I feel like I am fucking drowning But I'm still breathing Rip the knife out of my back Falling further Trapped here forever My mind set to attack Here we are again, same excuses and the same old story Mix it up 'cause it's starting to bore me And I'm starting to hate myself Ignorance is bliss, no matter the cost Spiraling down around It would depend how you feel I always told myself to oppress my demons Every time that I lie awake I don't know how much more of this that I can take Snapped out of it, everyone's after me They try to lure me to sleep, but I won't concede It tears me apart that I have to feel this pain again Feel this pain again They try to break me down (they try to break me down) And disregard suffocation The anomaly has become a phenomenon Bring it back But I'm still breathing Rip the knife out of my back Falling further Trapped here forever My mind set to attack Inevitable demise I'm sick of all your lies You turn your back and you close your eyes Trying to put on your best disguise You think you've got it all figured out But you should go and see the look on your face Spit it out, how bad does it taste? When you walk around so fucked up, can't remember your name And I'm counting down the days But you threw it away in the first place Spiraling down around It would depend how you feel I always told myself to oppress my demons Every time that I lie awake I don't know how much more of this that I can take Feel the weight of my world crashing down around me It's in my head, and I feel like I am fucking drowning