I just can't feel it anymore
Don't blame me if I don't love you right away
Forgive me but I can't dive in the same way
I'm filling up the cracks
I am afraid
That you do just the same
I am afraid
That you throw me away
Can't hold a piece of paper to write a word down
I cannot make sense of this feeling that holds me down
My real problem: overthinking everything
I seem to dodge the subject so I don't break down
And now it appears to me like it's a big deal
Yet I refuse to speak my mind
I said nothing
Of what I feel
I said nothing
Of what I feel
How do I change it all?
I tried to cry, didn't change at all
Will you do it just the same?
I always told myself I like to be alone
But every time I reach for more
I can't feel it anymore
But every time I reach for more
I can't feel it anymore
I can't feel it anymore
An excuse to hide the wound
