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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Morgan Wade
Performer
Fred Eltringham
Drums
Eli Beaird
Bass
Billy Justineau
Programming
Sadler Vaden
Electric Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Morgan Wade
Composer
Mike Wise
Composer
Sadler Vaden
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Sadler Vaden
Producer
Gena Johnson
Recording Engineer
Zack Zinck
Assistant Engineer
Richard Dodd
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
I wrote a song about being suicidal
Put it on the internet and it went kinda viral
And my old friends, we don't talk anymore
But I still have the memories of wakin' up on their floor, and
I'm mighty proud of where I'm at
But I'm one bad day from fallin' back
And I'm one bad day from relapse
And I'm gone wind myself right back in rehab, yeah
I ain't above it, I know I'm not
I am blessed with everything that I got
I thought by now these thoughts would stop
But I still have these dreams where I am takin' shots
Johnnie called me late last night
And I told Mr Walker, "Just go home," whoa-oh
I prayed I'd make it through the night
Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone
If I ain't with the band and I ain't on the road
I don't know who I am when I am home alone
And I buy all this stuff 'cause I wanna feel somethin'
I feel somethin' for a minute, then it's back to feelin' nothin'
All these books pilin' up on self-improvement
How the hell can I improve if I'm gone read, but ain't gone do it?
And I, I'm at war with myself
Battered and bruised from my mental health, and
Johnnie called me late last night
And I told Mr Walker, "Just go home," whoa-oh
I prayed I'd make it through the night
Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone
Johnnie's still callin' me
Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
I think I'm fat, so I don't eat
I pop a Xanny and I send my ass to sleep
I wake up just to do it all again
Will this shit ever end?
Johnnie called me late last night
And I told Mr Walker, "Just go home," whoa-oh
I prayed I'd make it through the night
Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone
Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
Writer(s): Michael Joseph Wise, Morgan Dealie Wade, Sadler Jennings Vaden
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