Love Sickness

I'm sick of loving you, I can't recover from it Symptoms only growing bigger while apart I'm giving all my heart and all I'm getting are withdrawals All the time I spent longing for your lips Shivering and vomiting, I want another fix Never thought I'd get addicted to the arguments And ripping it apart and fixing it to start again Can't explain it but I hate the way I make the same mistakes Today a failure's all I've been Paid the fee and made the cradle Dig the crater deeper, can't escape it when I'm falling in Nailed the coffin in And all the weight I thought I got a grip upon will start to slip I've bent as far as I could for you Given all I've got to give and I'm afflicted Love sickness Love sickness Your love is a sickness And I'm so, so sick Love sickness I got down with the swiftness Now I'm clouded with visions And I'm so sick You push me far away, when I walk away You turn me 'round and tell me how I gotta stay Want it all to change, never long before you're shouting Tell me what the hell is wrong with me Watch it oscillate from love to hate Turning on a dime, rewind the other way Filled with fury, fuel the way we fornicate Until the morning, suddenly it's all okay And I don't know if I know what to say Anymore, I want it all and want it all to go away You're a rolling wave Toss me to and fro then throw me off, it's so insane But when you're holding me I won't complain Tell me all the things I wanted you to say Could've cut my heart out but I honestly Love how cruel you are to me When I prayed for you I never knew what I was getting into Never feed the hand that bit you I gave everything It never seemed to be enough to get through A bitter farewell I bid you Tend the wound, I won't ignore it anymore And I won't let you Open it up yet again, you ain't a friend to me Won't you let me forget you And I'll continue through missing you Silently, no I won't let a whisper through I tried to heal but I'm still feeling blue Baby I'm so sick for you