bittr glittr

Mhmmm Ooh, ooh When you still depend upon Never did I ever want a throne this big Stranger things have happened though, no Joseph Quinn I let myself fall off the wagon, I got soul to give Let myself feel everything Beauty, terror- you dig? (But it just ain't no use) I just thought that making music would heal my soul I got skeletons and secrets, shit I can never let go Yo I feel it in my heart, bro I feel it in my brain Aiuto, someone help me I'm just moving through the rain (But it just ain't no use) One, family name had me feeling so bittr Took, one whole year but I'm finally seeing glittr I just, can't be bothered with the sanity game By the time I got my meds, she'd be feeling the same So I, let it go, yo, Elsa made it snow Winter on the way though, I ain't even fucking know (It won't-) Now I, take my pills, it's run of the mill Truly wish her well, but, hope she reminisces still (It won't-) Contradictions, juxtaposed my whole life Bitter sweet, bittr glittr, I hope you're catchin' my vibe I ran up the mountain but, underestimated the size By the time I'm dropping this Know my eye on the prize (When you still depend upon-) They say it takes two years to come back from that sunken place Need to cut that shit in half, I'mma get out, save face I'm not perfect, never will be Fuck my pride and my temper (I said I-) I'm the man I always planned to be I'm sinful and severed (But it just ain't no use) I was beefin' those I love, always knew it'd get better (I said I-) Opened up a conversation, put my shit back together Gotta air it all out, only way to change the weather I'm prophetic when I need to be, but missing forever (I said I tried) Yuh (But it just ain't no use) I'm myopic when I need to be, no one opposes me Copped a genie with my excess green, I'm off that Hennessy Asked my genie for an extra three, he gave the lamp right back to me And all my wishes came to be so now I'm screaming "c'est la vie" Some people say they love me but they'll never press play And that shit not adding up, dap me diss me, same day Figured it's my own ass fault, started paving my own way Started cutting all my corners, bulked my body like I'm Wade Buspirone could never help me, no my problems stem from hate My complacency takes hold of me the more I flirt with fate Never yield, keep it real, still might pop another pill Make a mil my flow is trill, I'm purified and I'm distilled If they ever need a pick me up, my city hits me up I'm like if your favorite rapper's rapper had a bit of buzz Writer's block could never stop the menace that I have become If I'm in your neighborhood just take your bitch and fucking run Been praying for success so much- forget I even made it I've got women, money, power, talent- all I did was take it Everything is bittr glittr, spoiled candy in the villa I'm creative and abrasive, high with D up in Manila As-Salaam-Alaikum as I'm pouring out another shot Maybe when I'm faded "bittr glittr" forms a better plot Got too many waging war on me, I'll show 'em I can do it, aye Make this the intro, I can really fucking prove it