Hide Those Feelings

I'm amazed You can see past the lines on my face I believe That the cards at my chest are the ones that you left at your feet And if I play I will show the whole world just how fake I can be And I laugh When I'm scared of the past And I'm so self-assured Though I've been mostly wrong before Let's hide those feelings Let's get concealing I'll wear my self around like I'm okay I wanna get paid to be someone else I'm a mess Of a man with no bones in his past I'm afraid If you're looking for perfect, we're gonna be worse for the frame Don't you fret My self-doubt keeps me warm in my bed And I'll hide what I might Buried hands in the dust I'm a mess, ain't that fun? I'm aware of my failures, but don't need to wear them like signs Let's hide those feelings I'm not done healing I'll wear my self around like I'm okay Every damn day, I wanna be saved I wanna get paid to be someone else