I Lose

Reality's a hard pill to swallow (k) Replace the noise and I feel hollow I'm self destructing, stand back don't follow Stand back don't follow (Emcee) You are not my hero I don't wanna' lose Don't listen, it ain't you I hear People talk but it ain't true here Pick a safe memory to run away into Go and buy an eighth, won't see you for a day or two Since I met you I can't forget you You're trynna' leave but I cannot let you I cannot let you, I cannot let you Take a bullet for you way before I'd set you Free See it ain't me Or maybe six feet deep where I'm supposed to sleep I gotta wake up, gotta break out of her hold on me Her fingertips on my skin in control of me Free Please let me be I let her hold me back, so she holding me 'Cause I'm still in love when she's over me 'Cause I'm still in love when she I don't wanna' lose 'Cause I lose everyone Eyes and whispers I'm paranoid I drink so I don't think and my minds destroyed (destroyed) I'm drowning in pain, they think I'm insane But you cure my brain like a dose of cocaine Until the high fades and then nothing remains You don't know me I know you so well You say this will never go well We go out and see the same place The same place that you know so well but now Feelings are different, you don't even wanna' be friends Watch from a distance, I lose everyone in the end I lose everyone in the end I lose everyone in the end We lose everyone in the end again I lose everyone in the end I lose everyone in the end I lose everyone in the end We lose everyone in the end again I lose everyone in the end again