Swan Song

Am I free now Or shall I take another one? Is it me now Or shall I break another wall? Now watch me Rise, it's a blessing in disguise And I'm dancing above the clouds Out of reach, never coming down, down, down 'Cause when it's black, black, black In every part of my brain When it's dark, dark, dark And I'm going insane all around in circles And it will never mend I hear the crack, crack, crack Of the ego within And for a moment make me believe that I can be a king But I'm a marble And it will never end Scars remain when morning comes For each new day, a kingdom falls And it will never end And it will never end And it will never end And it will never end And it will never end to disappoint the hell out of you I drink to that and raise a glass to all the lives that I threw But you know? I don't know if I wanna be better Just don't expect me to put words on any open letter But you should know, you should know that I'm here Addicted to my guilt! Just make it never end So now just watch me Rise, It's a blessing in disguise And I'm dancing above the clouds Out of reach, never coming down, down, down And I realize I am surrounded by my own fears And it will never end And when It's black, black, black In every part of my brain When It's dark, dark, dark And I'm going in, going insane