Bedroom

Got me weeping in the bedroom I don't wanna be the one you lost Stressing writing music; telling stories of my mom How you gonna hurt me? I've been trying just to see you bright So I got to go and tell you Fuck that I don't even want my life back Taking all this medicine like candy on the nightstand Can't stand Living home is like a nightmare Anxious and bewildered everyday because I'm so scared If you love me Tell me that you want me Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me If you love me Tell me that you want me Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me I'm a witch boy Tell me I'm a bitch boy Nothings gonna change me But I'm changing cuz I'm home boy Crying when I'm smothered No one listens when I struggle Can you help me when I need you? But you never, so I'm subtle But you gotten what you wanted You don't need me So your honest With the crack of dawn upon us Coming up is now my trauma Living like the saying yeah I got it from my momma Living like the saying Got me weeping in the bedroom I don't wanna be the one you lost Stressing writing music; telling stories of my mom How you gonna hurt me? I've been trying just to see you bright So I got to go and tell you Fuck that I don't even want my life back Taking all this medicine like candy on the nightstand Can't stand Living home is like a nightmare Anxious and bewildered everyday because I'm so scared If you love me Tell me that you want me Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me If you love me Tell me that you want me Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me Its a new day Changing up my brain waves Wake up in the morning Got me prepping for the earthquake And my soul shakes Only for the heart break Always left to wonder what is left before my end date? Maybe I was meant for this? Maybe I'm a ghost? Maybe you were never proud of what I did before? All I ever did was try to be son you want Now you always poking asking what's the stuff I'm on Waiting for the moment You was gonna show me love Instead you have breaking down And never given trust Disown me, you don't own me Anymore is what it was You seen me at my lowest You're the reason why I'm fucked Got me weeping in the bedroom I don't wanna be the one you lost Stressing writing music; telling stories of my mom How you gonna hurt me? I've been trying just to see you bright So I got to go and tell you Fuck that I don't even want my life back Taking all this medicine like candy on the nightstand Can't stand Living home is like a nightmare Anxious and bewildered everyday because I'm so scared If you love me Tell me that you want me Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me If you love me Tell me that you want me Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me