I Forgive You Mom

I can finally breathe Breathe Breathe I can finally breathe Woah If she ever starts to wonder I seen the heavy clouds, I stood rain and heard the thunder Breaking all the barriers Till I could find myself Since life was never easy Made some things to work around I don't wanna different life Even though I struggled She's the one that gave advice Pacing in a loop I must've circled in my mind I tried so many times to get her help And I don't understand about me saying getting help I fixed all of my problems Even when I'm overwhelmed And even when I'm tired I'm still broken in my shell And even when I'm hopeless I still know I help myself I'm spending out my cheques I'mma tryna pay off all my debts I'm spending what is left To make a move to what is next And even when I'm tired I still know I got a friend And even I admire All the good that she has did Even though its ugly I still know she got intent Intent to start the fire And reclaim what she has left She's good at what she does And I'll admit she did her best Anxiety, I'm stressed I'm tryna say what's on my chest She made a few mistakes And I'm not saying I'm to blame I'm saying she is broken like a shattered picture frame I can see within her eyes that she's the one who's holding pain And she puts it all on us And I don't know if that's okay I can finally breathe Breathe Breathe I can finally breathe Woah I can finally breathe Breathe Breathe Always understand that there is pain inside her head Always give her space because she's needing what she has Always reassure because I know she needs us bad And I worsened you I'm sorry but I'll love you like I have I am not the same I made myself so I could change I fought against my fears So I could tell you this today I fought against myself because there's days I wasn't brave And I hated what I was so I could fix what I have made I can say my wrongs And there's some stuff that I have did Antagonized the issue ever since I was a kid I hated you I'm sorry but there's times that I forgive I love you mom I'm sorry please forgive me if you can Let us start it fresh Like its never happened Lets forget what we have done and put the past behind us And we move on with our lives Because that's all we can do And the only thing I wanna say Is that I love you