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Ain't been to church in a minute Ain't read a verse Been at the bar with the sinners Devastated over loses Ain't that much greener when grieving with winners In order preciate a legend you gotta meet a beginner I don't believe what you "finna" Procrastination ain't a reason for breathing this winter Who eating excuses for dinner? Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Lord knows all this weight Can't shake Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Tryna stay motivated but its like niggas hate when you ain't being ratchet Had to let go of a version of me that was passing came with too many attachments Breaking my ego in fractions A law of distraction Thought it was a dream until I woke up & realized you ain't coming back What kinda vision is that? When you too busy chasing money just to finally get it & still feel the same I done lost it all got it back lost it all again & still ain't complain People from the past thinking i'm the same One call away until I got it changed Headed to the top helping somebody who ain't tryna help themselves That's a living hell Wait Tryna get to a new place that you ain't been yet All this talk about success & you ain't win yet How can you finish a race you ain't begin yet? Church folk judging a nigga & I ain't sin yet Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Lord knows all this weight Can't shake Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Well I used to have a lot to get off of my chest Don't hit me up when you see me on tv or send me a cash app for request If you ever got over on me once won't give you two times to finesse If you don't give a damn I don't give a Hold up you can finish the rest Had a lot of friends when I was on BS Then I wrote a final letter with no PS Total transparency I was a mess Hell I ain't even know I was depressed What is yo definition of success? Cause I'm glad I ain't get what I thought I wanted Imagine looking up & taking advice from a contreprenuer who don't even own it Thats game right How can you change when you're always reminded of wrong doings? If you pass it down & they pass it down & they pass it down now we all ruined Can't blame you cause I want more I'm trying not to hold a grudge I don't expect you to keep me in prayer when all you do is judge That's why this world ghetto as hell Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Lord knows all this weight Can't shake Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self Lord knows all this weight Can't shake it off by my damn self