DROWNING. (feat. Ana Obscura)

(Yeah) (Uh) (Yeah) I don't want this, cascades of filth lining up and down my airways My heart heavy, anxieties not knowing the depths of your feelings love One day I will comprehend Self destructive, out of place in the world I must prove I am the better man even if fragility persists If I die trying, know I did it for the chance of a better life huh I think I'm losing myself trying to please the world around me My love for you deepens as I worsen I'm tasting gravel All you do is curse me, take the time to listen and to decipher verses, Its me versus me versus the world and its masters, bitch you cannot hurt me (huh) Failure is not an option, I feel your vibrance Resign your reservations, I will not drown I- Failure is not an option, I feel your vibrance Resign your reservations I will not drown in the mud (Yeah) Bright When I chase the light In the night where I lie trodden Pretty and petite Despite My body rotten Under six feet I look into the sky Laden, stars fading, Like Dreams Don't scream I tell myself When the glass shatters So unclean Pretty and petite mean nothing To the unforeseen If suffocation takes me Failure is not an option, I feel your vibrance Resign your reservations, I will not drown I- Failure is not an option, I feel your vibrance Resign your reservations I will not drown in the mud (I'm so dirty.) Impulsivities in our chemistry Apologies, denied my purity when they start to bleed Mere misunderstandings in affection, the affliction poisoned me Don't blame you for your feelings But I wouldn't hurt you knowingly (Uh) I wont hold my breath when I'm sinking I'll drown before I turn and run To when I held my breath while I was sinking I'll push and take the mud in my lungs I want free from the dirt of our own mud Heal yours, your own right, clean of this Dehumanized in a pain that I feel deep Moving different, grieving yours in a rage (Woo!)