Lunatic

Wish I could watch her from the hallway Get dressed while her mom puts up the coffee I'm obsessed with a lover for the first time I can't lie, it's always the idea not the context But with her it's never been a fucking contest We got high but not only to be honest Think of lost time, wish I knew her back in August Paradigm shift that I never expected Kinda think we've always been connected I think she's gonna call me again Might break if I'm sleeping on the floor with her friend And I'll stay over every single chance that I get Cause I'm never gonna get it Never gonna get my stomach like this Again if I am just being frank Last fall, made myself another selfish mistake And hit the wall for a minute, but I'll never forsake Cause I'm never gonna get it Got me thinking like a lunatic Sometimes I'm biting my lip, you're inviting my grip Wouldn't know how to quit if I tried Mom would warn that forever's a bluff more than time But I'm far from complacent Swear that we were adjacent in the astral plane Took me a second to be reckoned but I can't complain It's transcendental, I'm fragmental but she holds me in place Dusk laced into her face All nighters passing me my lighter and melting into eternity and space I think she's gonna call me again Might break if I'm sleeping on the floor with her friend and I'll stay over every single chance that I get Cause I'm never gonna get it Never gonna get my stomach like this Again if I am just being frank Last fall, made myself another selfish mistake And hit the wall for a minute, but I'll never forsake Cause I'm never gonna get it Got me thinking like a goddamn lunatic They're standing by cause I'm impulsive and I fell so quick But I hold onto her like she's my devil's walking stick Never gonna get another love that feels like this Never gonna get it Never gonna know I think she's gonna call me again Might break if I'm sleeping on the floor with her friend and I'll stay over every single chance that I get Cause I'm never gonna get it Never gonna get my stomach like this Again if I am just being frank Last fall, made myself another selfish mistake And hit the wall for a minute, but I'll never forsake Cause I'm never gonna get it Got me thinking like a lunatic