Jesus Year

Damn my virtues and my vices I wish I knew how to be nicer If this was all I ever had I think I'd be okay with that My saturn return On a 29th year Babies and changes Bringing me here And I had to get down And I had to get dirty Feeling the fear Of a woman at thirty But here I am in my Jesus year Are you surprised that I made it here? Its taken its toll but honey I know I'm on a roll This is my Jesus year Its a path that's thick with mud Self hatred runs as red as blood My daddy's demons now my own He's never high, he's always stoned I'm easy at night I'm hard in the morning Motherhood knocked me down without warning It was inside the end marked the arrival Of breaking the mould I'm breaking the cycle Here I am in my Jesus year Are you surprised that I made it here? It's a revolution and the resolution is near This is my Jesus year Here I am in my Jesus year I'm surprised that I made it here? It's taken its toll But honey I know I'm on a roll Here I am in my Jesus year Are you surprised that I made it here? It's a revolution and the resolution is near This is my Jesus year This is my Jesus year This is my Jesus year